MERRY CHRISTMAS

Comedic bankruptcy has received a loan...

Rock out with your tramp stamp out!

The planning phase of Myrtle Beach is now in effect! Phase 1 initiated... Ladies, hold on to your nipples!

CAUSALITY...

The point of the last blog was not a point that i could include in the blog itself, due to the fact that if i threw all of that into it, your head would explode...

Now, causality, cause and effect. It's simple principality if you will. If you decide to live a busy life, concearning your life with work and making alot of money. Then that cause will have this effect. You will never have enough time to do the things you want and your life will be unfavorable to you, although when someone else is doing this and your looking at it, it looks great, the cars, the money, the clothes and women. However you have no time for what you want... just money. If you think that trading the time you have for money is worth it in this life, then thats how you roll.

If you decide to give up wanting all of the cars, flash and other pointless bullshit that goes along with it, then you will have the possibilities to work for the betterment of life for those around you and to LIVE. Not to mention how you will mature and realize what a jackass you have been for wanting those things. Im not saying they won't make you happy, for a little while, but that might be all you have at the end of the day are those materials. If you choose love over lust you will end happy. However, there a different strokes for different folks. So to each his own.

Here is another grasp of the word causality.

Hunter, gatherer... Vegetarian- loosely translated from Native American to American meaning piss poor hunter.

Think about it this way, You suck at hunting because you fail to improve yourself on the ways of hunting. (like modern day world, watchless people)

Thus, you turn to foods that dont run from you when you try to eat them.

Causality of early day vegetarians/herbavors

Cause- Failed to adapt to hunting techniques

Effect- Pushed towards eating growing foods.

Which lasts an extended period of time and eventually developes into adaptive behavior and eventually becomes the new standard of doing things since people jus accept it as the best they have.

If only people always gave one hundred percent on their actions, accually take time to realise what they are doing. Like chess! instead of learning from it after they have done it! Like our modern day economy!

The message is that, no matter how small you think the action of your decision is and the effect it will have, it acually creates a ripple in the waters that flood the shores of existance.

The decisions you make now effect you later in life! Now Grow the fuck up kids, we are adults now...

People Who Wear Watches and Those Who Don't...

There have been a number of set circumstances my past week that have brought me to posting this article. The reason has to do alot with the phrase, "what the fuck is he doing and why?"

There are many ways to classify people into groups, for standardizing purposes and for use to socially profile someone.
I was sitting in my humvee 2 days ago and i was looking at my time jus being wasted. I looked at my watch and thought, i can't believe this runs my life. This little mechanical clock, that came from along ass time ago that was origianlly a sun dial. Then i thought, everyone else's watch has a purpose, why doesnt mine? and the thoughts began to rain. Thoughts about me and the difference of others who wear watches and those who dont.

Take standard Joe Shitbag into mind. Picture what mister shitbag looks like... Average build, sloppy appearance, no structure towards the way he handles himself, he usually smells of unknown smells. Joe usually doesnt value his time, thus hints why not to wear a watch. Now take the mindset of this assbag into consideration. He doesn't care about his appearance, the way he talks or how he sounds when he talks, he has no inspiration of bettering himself in any manner and always complains ,whether to himself or to someone else, that no one likes him. This is a person of absolutely no self conciousness. He doesnt know anything about himself.

I confronted a someone yesterday and asked him, "why don't people try to understand how others see him and use everything he can to understand how he himself looks, act, and is?

Said person said to me, " people don't want the truth."

Ok now i understand that the truth hurts and that it is very demoralizing, however that is the worst answer i have ever heard! How can you know what you are and not try to fix it? How do you allow yourself to sit inside your own skin knowing that?! Fixing yourself is EASY! Simple... Try this idea on size for a second. The idea of you standing at a vending machine, only a list of soda's are in your way of consuming your sweet nectar! So you say to yourself, Mr. Shitbag, What would you like to drink, what do you crave right now? Dr. Pepper says Body. So you push the button and "Bang", SODA!

Now take your personality into mind. Use the metaphor of the soda machine. Hi body, I own you. I want you to appear attractive, because im lame and no one likes me and women wont sleep with me because i am the size of a 10 year old girl. Ok, well there you are with your decision and the push button. All you have to do is push the button. And drinking the soda of beauty is simply implementing your shitbag body into the gym 3 times a week for an extended period of time. That is completely feasible! It is difficult because that takes time and time is valuble right? Plus you would have to schedule that workout time into your days. A shitbag who dedicates himself to that, will buy a watch along with respecting himself alot more, the better he starts to feel about himself the more he strives for and becomes. Each Joe shitbag is different because they require a vast assortment of happiness, like wealth and things of the sort, that are in fact, harder to attain.


Finally!!! Mr. Time Keeper! You are a person of many walks in life. You have nice clothes on because you are constantly in formal or sharp situations where your appearance is important. You have a fresh haircut and a structured way of associating with people. With each person there is a different approach. A different greeting and a different attitude that you use around them. Adaptive behavior.
Your time is valuable and you value your time, therefor manage your time, thus wear a watch.

Now you have advanced to the next level... You hear people say, "Life isn't a game!" Well im here to say in the form of a question, and i quote, " How is it not?!" Seriously, step back from that cloudy little perspective that you have on life and Look through the window called reality! Look at the room inside. Everything you work for IS for improvement. How you look, what you wear, what you drive, how people take you as a human being! Are you responisble? can i trust this jackass, is this person capable of anything beyond coloring in between the lines in a coloring book? Success is measured this time in age by the things you own or have. The things that you consider important in my opinion are unimportant but yet that is only my struggle with humanity. Principal is my most important life improvement right now. Principal; The foremost importance. The basic step, the first step, the reason for anything.

Life isn't a literally a game but everything you do is based on the same pricipals of a game!!! You start out low, usually with nothing, and then continue to advance with the more progress and time into the game.
Life, You start out with usually nothing, then advance through it by advancement and continue by your decisions. Similarities anyone??!?!?!

Now, you have Mr.Timekeeper, and since spelling out Mr. timekeeper is a waste of my time and i value my time, i will break it down and reduce to a more expediant form of the word. So i will use TK for the name.

Now, TK, is a person who values his time, has places to be and things to do at structured times. Thus having the need for a watch! Who is tk, and what makes him the way he is? Tk, is a person who has continued to progress through life, he has responsibility, structure and desires. He knows that time is a useful tool in life. You need the time given to you to do things such as personal favorites, or professional work and development. Tk usually has a educated history, he has abilities and skills that he has developed through life, he thinks about everything he does and has vital and relitively good ideas. Due to having to make them alot in his life and his way of life, using the ability of judgement and he knows what he wants in life along with what he wants at the store,( before he gets there). He sets his thoughts out like a time table in his head. He is a very structured individual and usually is accompanied by reasonable life aquirements like wealth, personality, and happiness when he has oriented his life in the direction of his likeing. Tk, is a person who is favored by others like him and rejected by people who don't understand him and resented by people who have failed miserably at approaching thier life in his manner.

So Tk, being a person who has a watch is classified as a reasonable, responisble, educated human being. Because it was was indeed his life decision to buy a watch as a tool to help manage his time use! When he made this decision he was smart enough to purchase the watch as a vital tool in todays world, he was responsible enough to save money and purchase the watch. Thus making him A person to be treated as a descent human being. Each decision like this is what leads to living the habit, influencing every decision.

Now here is the catch of this story about Mr. Shitbag and Mr. Timekeeper. You thought wrong! There is an underlining message in this Article!

What makes a person an individual?! Better yet, what makes a person their own person?! Answer anyone? What he has, what he knows and who he has become that sets him apart from everyone else in this chaotic little world!

See the truth is, he has that watch because he needs it. He uses the watch as a tool. It maybe different colors or assortments and be expesive or dirt cheap.
But the real reason stands... He has it for a principal of reason. He NEEDS the watch!

Now you see all these people chasing materialistic shit like, fast cars, hot chicks, and cool people, they have nice clothes, nice belongings. You want that because you dont have them, and well, because they are nice! haha

These people have these things because they have worked for them and need them. It's not fair to say to people, "its not fair that they have these things and we don't".

Reason being: These are things they have because they have uses for them, they have need for them. They have these things because through their growth as a human,(the game), they have aquired them on their road to what they have become.

With that being said, people try to find happiness in these things, they try to find purpose for these things in their lives, however find no happiness once they attain them. Why? Because people see these things and want them but have no idea what to do with them when they have them. The reason most people have a 4 wheeler is because they want to ride it and trash it and have fun, pleasure and happiness. Then you have a majority of 4 wheeler owners who just have them because friends have them or they look cool. These people seldom ever ride because they dont find joy in riding them, they just find happiness in them because they other people know they have them.

New toy syndrome! When a kid see another kid with a toy he wants it, but when he gets it he goes back to his old toy. Because he finds happiness in the old toy that, He wanted, not what he thought someone else was having more fun with.

Modern day society in fact has New Toy Syndrome... It's a curable disease but only with treatment, called Self Realization. Know who you are and what you want to stand for, before you stand up. Sometimes in life there are situations that you think you want because someone else has it and they are having fun(rockstars), but the truth is, when you finally get there, you might not be able to get back to that old toy you had before...


"Life is like Golf, you cant beat the game and to most people it is completely boring, but you can always get better at it through self and professional improvement!" -Dustin May

You can't rebuild and grow stronger if you dont breakdown first...

Maria Mena- Just Hold Me... That says it all.
Goodnight

Hold what ya got Vegas, Coming in January...

Unfortunately or fortunately, my vacation days have been pushed back to the month of January... Im not sure if it is best to start the new year off with Vegas but we will see how it turns out i guess...

What Mustache Do You Pimp?

Seriously?

The Bearded Woman-stache


The too poor to buy a razor stache


The Tom Selleck


The Crowbar?


Mad Scientist-Stache


Sinister stache


Fu-Manchu-Stache


The Revolutionary Stache

Random funny shit!

WTF?! R U Serious!? Lady Gahh Gaaaaah

Who let this "ra'tard" into the mainstream music industry? First the swedes burn kittens for biofuel,( think im joking? ) now they have this mule eared, lesbian seagull singing all over the globe! For all im concearned she can stay in the european/eastern block... It's better for the mass public of America if we hide her away somewhere unimportant and uninfluencial like Kazahkastan!
If you buy her CD i will know and I will show up, ring ur trailer house door bell (tin can attached to string) hangin on "yer" door and punch you in the ear!
* It has been brought to my attention that lady Gaga has not just has the worst music in history but also a Penis... Seriously, she does!

You said Golf is What?

Some people truly do not appreciate the finer things in life...

This should be the end result...

BAWAHAHA!!!

VIVA LAS VEGAS

LAS VEGAS... Sin city, Althought the translation of how it became has been lost many many centuries ago, im almost sure it means, "whales vagina."

The modern day Sodom and Gomorrah is now easily located in Nevada. Soon I should be on a plane headed to the bright lights of The entertainment capital of the world! The city that never sleeps, will be tested as I make my way through every bar and show with the occassional stop into a casino and resturant. Hooters!! Vegas and Hooters combined are like cherrios and chocolate milk together! Fucking amazing! I might just lose my mind if im the for too long...

I find it slightly ironic that i will be going from a war zone desert to another war zone desert... Two different wars wage, but both with the same principal in mind...

The best thing about Vegas is the partying and gambling. Im going to try to find a way to incorporate both of these at the same time. If i leave with both kidneys, at least a dollar left in my pocket, and am on the right plane, i think i would consider going back! We will see ;)

Wish me luck and Davis if your reading this you better tell your grandma to put on her dancing shoes ;) Cause when i get there im taking her out ;)

Peace

O yea and this....

Thanks Rant, Mr.Red, Thanks for your superior collective skills!



16 Months later under the Democrats

Part 1 In just 16 months. Remember the election in 2006? Thought you might like to read the following:

A little over 16 MONTHS ago:

1) Consumer confidence stood at a 2 1/2 year high;
2) Regular gasoline sold for $2.19 a gallon;
3) The unemployment rate was 4.5%.

Since voting in a Democratic Congress in 2006 we have seen:

1) Consumer confidence plummet to the lowest point in over 75 years;
2) The cost of regular gasoline soar to over $4.50 a gallon;
3) Unemployment is up to 5% (a 10% increase);
4) American households have seen $2.3 trillion in equity value evaporate (stock and mutual fund losses);
5) Americans have seen their home equity drop by $1.2 trillion dollars;
6) 1% of American homes are in foreclosure.

America voted for change in 2006, and we got it!

Remember it is Congress that makes laws; not the President. He has to work with what’s handed to him.

Quote of the Day……..’My friends, we live in the greatest nation in the history of the world. I hope you’ll join with me as we try to change it. ?? — Barack Obama

There is something you should look at...

From Rant, Mr.Red! Awesome Collection!! Your the man!

You think the war in Iraq is costing us too much? Boy, am I confused. I have been hammered with the propaganda that it is the Iraq war and the war on terror that is bankrupting us.

I now find that to be RIDICULOUS.

I hope the following 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read so many times that the reader gets sick of reading them. I have included the URL’s for verification of all the following facts.

1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year by state governments.
Verify at: http://tinyurl.com/zob77

2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens.
Verify at: http://www.cis..org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html

3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens.
Verify at: http://www.cis..org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html

4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school education for children here illegally and they cannot speak a word of English!
Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…/01/ldt.0.html

5. $17 Billion dollars a year is spent for education for the American-born children of illegal aliens, known as anchor babies.
Verify at http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…01/ldt.01.html

6. $3 Million Dollars a DAY is spent to incarcerate illegal aliens.
Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…01/ldt.01.html

7. 30% percent of all Federal Prison inmates are illegal aliens.
Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…01/ldt.01.html

8. $90 Billion Dollars a year is spent on illegal aliens for Welfare & social services by the American taxpayers.
Verify at: cnn.com/TRANSCIPTS/0610/29/ldt.01.htmlhref

9. $200 Billion Dollars a year in suppressed American wages are caused by the illegal aliens.
Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…01/ldt.01.html

10. The illegal aliens in the United States have a crime rate that’s two and a half times that of white non-illegal aliens. In particular, their children, are going to make a huge additional crime problem in the US.
Verify at: http://transcripts.cnn.com/TRANSCRIP…12/ldt.01.html

11. During the year of 2005 there were 4 to 10 MILLION illegal aliens that crossed our Southern Border also, as many as 19,500 illegal aliens from Terrorist Countries. Millions of pounds of drugs, cocaine, meth, heroin and marijuana, crossed into the U. S. from the Southern border.
Verify at: Homeland Security Report: http://tinyurl.com/t9sht

12. The National Policy Institute estimated that the total cost of mass deportation would be between $206 and $230 billion or an average cost of between $41 and $46 billion annually over a five year period.
Verify at: http://www.nationalpolicyinstitute.o…eportation.pdf

13. In 2006 illegal aliens sent home $45 BILLION in remittances back to their countries of origin.
Verify at: http://www.rense.com/general75/niht.htm

14. ‘The Dark Side of Illegal Immigration: Nearly One Million Sex Crimes Committed by Illegal Immigrants In The United States.
Verify at: http://www.drdsk.com/articleshtml The total cost is a whopping $ 338.3 BILLION DOLLARS A YEAR.

From some friends....

Taxes.. Whether Democrat or a Republican you will find these statistics enlightening and amazing.

www.taxfoundation.org/publications/show/151.html

Taxes under Clinton 1999……………………….Taxes under Bush 2008
Single making 30K - tax $8,400…………………Single making 30K - tax $4,500
Single making 50K - tax $14,000……………….Single making 50K - tax $12,500
Single making 75K - tax $23,250 ………………Single making 75K - tax $18,750
Married making 60K - tax $16,800……………..Married making 60K- tax $9,000
Married making 75K - tax $21,000……………..Married making 75K - tax $18,750
Married making 125K - tax $38,750……………Married making 125K - tax $31,250

Obama will return to the higher tax rates. It is amazing how many people that fall into the categories above think Bush is screwing them and Bill Clinton was the greatest President ever. If Obama is elected, he said he will repeal the Bush tax cuts and a good portion of the people that fall into the categories above can’t wait for it to happen.

This is like the movie The Sting with Paul Newman; you scam somebody out of some money and they don’t even know what happened.
-Thanks RANT, Mr.Red for the help!

Your government, Your money!

Scientific research:

Researchers from the National institute on Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism spent $102,000 to learn whether sunfish that drink tequila are more aggressive than sunfish that drink gin.
from a book called Goofy Government Grants & Whacky Waste.

University of Washington scientists used a government grant to monitor worm defecation. They discovered that all their worms were constipated.

in 1981 the U.S. airforce said that it could build 132 b-2 bombers for 22 billion dollars. After 8 years it had spent all the money and only had one plane. A year of test showed that the b-2 bomber could perform it mission only 26% of the time. It deteriorated it rain, heat, and humidity. The air force said it didnt want any more b-2's Congress authorized contractors to build 21 of them anyway, at a cost of 44.7 billion u.s. dollars!

Want to keep loosing money to higher taxes? With you sitting there watching t.v. its going to happen so just enjoy the show. i hope your starving family doesn't mind you watching t.v while they go hungry and sunfish drink overpriced tequila!

Wake up! Open your eyes and ears to the things going on around you!

Who cares about your dumbass shoes!

You want to know wat really pushes my buttons?! Rap music, fucking rap music! There is no God damn creativity in it at all, there is no accual lyrical talent in it and there is no instrumental talent in it! It is all pre-recorded music or "beats" that someone else made, with the words of whatever recovering crack addict decides to tape over!
There is no substance to it! In fact im not even going to vent about how much Shit this country worships!

Here is something that really pisses me off! When a big group of society follows a corrupt Hollywood Actor or actress?! Why in fucks sake would you follow someone who goes through mood swings like seasons! Why would you follow someones opinion that he probably got paid for?! Actors/ Actresses are digusting fascist pigs... They work for the dollar to endorse products, things that they dont even use, they just put their face on it and u sheep just follow along! Why?! Are you that souless and have you lost your moral compass that you will just up and jump onto any famous bandwagon that passes by!

WAKE THE FUCK UP! Before you help create something that you cannot control! Like the fact that since we have gotten t.v. in the house and xbox and such things alike, no longer are people interested in Government and Give up their entitled rights to DEMOCRACY! People use to be involved in Governement and be a tangible force upon the groups of power! To say fuck no u cannot do that!

Look at the Constitution!!!! People fucking died protecting their beiliefs and rights! Moved to a unknown country far away, accross the Atlantic ocean! Just so they could be involved in leading their own life! What do we have now?! A gross mutation of the reasons we set this powerful country in action!!! The constitution is raped and taken advantage of! No longer does it serve the purpose to protect us and serve us. It has been turned against us, enhibiting us from any type of unrestricted movement! New laws for laws, extenuating rules that keep us in control, not in peace!

You fucktards might have well joined Obama when he said, This is a great nation help me change it." "This is no longer a christian nation."

WTF is wrong with us?! how do we let this happen?!

We let ourselves down, learn from your mistakes and make everyday a fight to be involved in our government! Step back from your busy lives and stop the killing, the pain, the corrupt society! One day at a time...

Indie music!

I have a new found appreciation for Indie music. As it turns out most of the time that i have been listening to music, i had no care to what genre they belonged to. I could really care less, who cares about what you want to label the crap that is pouring out of your beat up instrument! Only that the overflowing garbage has substance, individuality, and a steady rythmn. As long as it doesn't sound like someone is having a siezure on a violen im a fan of it.
I'm not sure if it is the time in my life where i appreciate and understand things more in depth or that im just bored as two old people fucking, that I really have found creating something new and going out on a limb to publish it or to just be heard, amazing.
That is where Indie music comes to light. The key subject here is that Indie music is really alot of independent artists just playing music because they love music! Yes, of course the key motivator of a musician is to become signed to a label or become incredibly famous but in certain cases most of Indie singer/songwriters only want people to enjoy their music and share the emotions that inspired them to write it and sing.
Creativity and soul is the blood they bleed on the stage of providence. Music usually starts off as a form of communication between the soul and the mind. To speak for the tongueless sweet emotion we feel inside. Different folks, different strokes! The emotion that we all feel inside is different and when you express these emotions into a beautiful artform like music, it becomes really inspiring for others around you. It almost creates and ambience or atmosphere of deep thought, free expression of ones true self, and sometimes a release of pain from the soul.
Alot of people bash Indie music, i am here to say that Indie music lives inside all of us. Wheter we know it or not, we are all songwriters inside, tell me that you have never made up your own little song while doing something alone. If your saying no you haven't, you are either a souless bastard child who should have been thrown off a cliff as along with the other ra'tard's, or a lying twat or you should just brush up on more, 'you' time and discover creativity within yourself besides following around a t.v set all day long!
I truly have alot of appreciation and respect for people who can come up with a great idea, then acting on it! Whether they succeed or fail doesnt matter, what matters is the intestinal fortitude in having the balls to come forward with what you have done and saying, "Fuck yeah, it's a piece of steaming shit but i did it and think it's fuckin awesome!" It's way easier to sit back, be moderate and laugh at those who fail but your always just going to be sitting there and eventually when you get up to go back to your mediocre, boring life your going to realize that there isnt anyone there to laugh at but yourself!
So get your ass in shape and be creative!

Who is the real victim here?

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This morning i woke up and walked outside for the morning cigarette and ice cold vanilla frappucino. The morning breeze was chilly and was littered with the potent smell of burning wood. The weight of the air stopped me immediately and for a minute i was back home in Texas.
The Sand hills and rising sun in front of my eyes were transformed into my living room walls and fireplace. I could see the small flame rise into the wood chips and hear the crakle of the fireplace, i could feel the fire began to breath life into the room.
The memory remains even though the thoughts have faded into the lost book of my progressed life. I was young, in jr. high school, lived in the country without access to central heating and held a great deal of responsibility for myself and my ill mother. In a sense of the words, i carried the torch. I would wake up to a cold, dark, quite house. As empty as it seemed to be, you could feel that there was a warm presence. A feeling so undescribable, so unique that it would put my soul to ease any time i would enter the door. The feeling of balance and perfection.
I would wake up grab a blanket and wrap myself in it, throw on my house shoes and walk out of my room onto the creaking of our living room hard wood floor. I would walk outside the back porch door grab some small kindeling and a few small peices of firewood. About two arms full. Place it beside the fireplace on the red concreate border and grab a random days newspaper. I would crumple the pieces up and slide them under the firewood grate and then stack the small kindeling on the top and then pour alittle bit of diesel fuel on the wood. The smell brings back many countless activities. I would take a lighter and light the newspapers and sit back with my blanket wrapped around me cuddling the fire almost. I would then wait for coals to be formed from the burnt down pieces of wood. Then slowly start to add bigger pieces to the fire.
The whole process would take about 30 minutes. The fire would thicken out the room with warmth and spread through the house air. It would be then when my Mom would come out of her bedroom, see me sitting in front of the fire and smile at me as to say that she was proud of me. Of course since i didnt have a father in my life at the time, my mother had to be strong and make sure that she wasnt too easy on me. She would bark the first command and i would snap to attention almost; "go get dressed for school, the bus is almost here to take you." She would cough, light up a cigarette and start a pot of coffee. She would sit at the kitchen table and watch me walk down the drive way to the bus and get on. She would be sitting there at that same table looking out the window with a big smile on her face when i would get home as well, except with a huge friggin laundry list of chores for me to do! I swear, sometimes it felt like i was working our ranch for Hitler... I wouldn't change a thing though, being there made me the happiest kid and brought me up as a man before i had enough sense to even know it. I miss that woman!

This post wasn't for you viewers and readers... It was for me, i needed to be able to sit here and write it. to be able to finally jot down some memories for myself. Im not good at recognizing myself even when i look in a mirror. Sometimes the best book you can read to bring yourself up, is infact your own...
I hope ya'll enjoyed this memory as much i as did, im sure u wouldnt understand the wieght this memory holds for me!
peace

Just one of those days...

Box Car Racer- I Feel So

Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

'Cause I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
Let's start over

Funny people...

Adam Sandler, the man we all know for laugh out loud stand up comedy and bachelor pad entertainment flicks. He broke the ice of his serious side when he became his own producer in the late 90's. The man that none thought could pull a serious role in Hollywood, proves himself once again in Judd Apatows new birth called Funny People. Adam Sandler delivers in this dark comedy and with a phenominal All-star cast. "Hillarious," is an understatement!

If you get a chance, i suggest to take a 2 hour sit down and have a heart to heart with this sent from above life changing movie!

A quote from me...

"All in all life, is a nightmare, but to understand that you have been able to experience life, is a dream come true."

The true genious is not the quote but the sentence structure.... ;)

Barnes and Noble to the rescue

Thanks to Barnes and Noble, i should be able to start studying for the SAT for spring college courses! Freakin sick is the only two words i can use to describe this store. I have always been a fan of theirs for two reasons. They have bad ass do it yourself books and wait for it....wait for it... Starbucks! Although i am in iraq and there isnt a starbucks at the online Barnes and Noble, i will just buy some of their cool ass do it yourself books.

Has anyone jus sat in thought of how much you could accomplish if you just put down the useless activites that you do during the course of a month? If you stop playing video games for 2 hours a day and replaced that time for studying Metaphysics or Macroeconomics or whatever the fuck you worthless degenerates are into, in the course of a month you would have over 60 hrs a month of appliable arithmatic! 60 HOURS ONE MONTH! Can you even imagine how much knowledge that is? Who gives a fuck, right? that what ur thinking? Well this is why you should,

If you donated that much time to yourself for personal gain per month, you would have the possibility to go anywhere or do anything you pleased in life! You would know how to out smart anyone, and get away with shit or when someone tries to belittle you, you could throw out something that u have learned that their dumbass wouldnt know and laugh at their poor excuse of a person. You could study how to become a Jack of all trades!! How awesome would that be to be able to walk into any conversation with extremly high confidence and tremendous input!? Pretty fucking awesome my friends, pretty fuckin awesome...

Now open a book and make something of yourselves and change the things in your life that you absolutely hate! Make that fork in the road of your life change into a one way road to success! Clear your thoughts of failure because failure only means that you gave up on what you want and care for... Rule number one, dont neglect number one! Treat yourself as if there is a reason you live in this world. Set reasonable goals, then accomplish them!

Where is the purpose of living, if you dont live to have a purpose? I just made that up, pretty good huh? The best part about knowledge is that it doesnt just give you power over others or get u promotions... It gives the understanding, ability, pride, and sense of accomplishment that nothing else in this world can give you. You just have to figure out where you would apply your skills best! Not everyone is a rocket scientist, but then again not everyone is a McDonalds night manager. Find your spot and sit ur twat!

Who am i to be giving advice as a person who seems full of himself and perch up on a throne? Im just a person who has led a life of self neglect and missed opportunities! Be true to yourself, be true to others and dont be afraid to stand up for what you believe in... Kat williams said it best; " If i dont have now double the amount of haters i had at the end of last summer, i aint trying hard enough!"

If you find happiness in something, dont let someone tell you its wrong. Peoples opinions shouldnt be influenced by whats on t.v. or what some celebrity says, it should be influence by what you feel inside your soul! Dont kill anyone though, no one likes that guy ;)

p.s. Democracy is gay and it's first act was started by the persacution of Christ... I cant make this decision, hey what do all of u say? 60/40? ok, its on them if he dies, no me! Man, that was easy.... We should do this for all of our decisions! Bam! Democracy was secretly born...
Message mothafucka!

Peace

Do what you feel is right, not what is popular!

TO THE WORLD

"Same Mistake"

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet.
Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go.
Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go.
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night.
Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me,
So I set out to cut myself and here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.
Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep.
And my reflection troubles me, so here I go.
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake,
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep.
Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars.
Look at the stars fall down.
And wonder where did I go wrong.

Eat, Sleep, Hunt, Workout...

That is my schedule thus far this week... Jus to think 11 more months of this right lol ahhh should be interesting!

Your not as smart as u think u r, u think ur as smart as i think u r...

How well do you know me?!

What is my favorite color?

What is my favorite food?

When is my birthday?

What did i want to be when i grow up?

Favorite movie?

Favorite xbox game?

Favorite past time?

Favorite celebrity?

How many scars do i have?

Favorite candy?

favorite drink?

what kinda of beer do i drink?

What are my talents?

favorite sport?

Useless skills?

one thing that im not proud of?

wat is my job?

who is my best friend?

what city am i from?

favorite smell?


These are questions to tell me if u r even close to just a regualr friend... If u dont know these than u were deffinately nothing special to me!

Party like a rockstar!

Yea boi! I have been reading my blog lately, yea its somewhat deep, but i think i am finally done with that peroid of complaining about people who dont change and things that dont make sense... Things that mean something important are cared about the least. So fuck it!

I have a new motto, well its an old one and one that i had the most fun with, and here it is! brace yourself... Get ready.... FUCK IT! make a mess of ur life and take it out on others, fuck it, im not helping. Do what the fuck u want to! Because in the end it doesnt really matter, u cant convince people to do the right thing because.....95% of the population is fucking retarded!

Ello Guv'na

Wow, lately i have been in no mood to write. It's not that i dont want to write, it's just that i dont have much to write about. My past week has been mainly chill, kinda relaxed and most the time off, i have been sleeping 8 hours. I will try to be more of a computer nerd, staying up blogging and facebooking about how interesting life is and drinking up all the soda in the world, growing zits and getting fat. :)

Some updates... I have grown a new appreciations for third world country refugees that come to this country and send our money back to their country. They mostly take up the lower percent of jobs that are unsatisfactory for most modern american's. Thanks for cleaning my bathroom! Seriously! I do appreciate the hard work they put in! And i thought about most of the people i am friends with and who i was once friends with that hail from a different country. They were most of my good friends, the people that i like the most! kinda wierd how one day u can bash someone or something, then turn around and realize how much you value them! Thanks fellas!

Im slowly but surely accomplishing some goals that i have set. I have been practicing money management, logical thinking, and responsibility with maturity. Some time in my life im going to have to put down the xbox controller and pick up a book... might as well be now! Lets get it on!!

Mainly for the next month im going to be trying to set habits that will eventually lead to positive lifestyle. Keep it simple but progressive! One thing that bothers me is that i try to do too much and move to fast on any obsticle or opportunity. I pass up the small things on the way to the overall goal, im skipping all the parts that brings positive attributes out. I need to learn discipline and learn hold to hold my composure when making my way through my goals. Slow down... The best part of doing all this to better my life is that only i am influencing this new set life goal. No books, no videos, cd's on improving your life but only using the lessons in life that i have been in, and advice that i give myself.

I wonder if anyone reads this stuff that i write....?

If you are reading this, Thank you!

Peace

Bout time for some sunshine...

This is similar to what i do when i get drunk...

However, it doesnt say that u cant drop a urinal duece!

Damn, i miss those days! R&R, coming to a bathroom near you!

If your reading this, I would like you to comment what the craziest event that has ever happened to you will in a bathroom?

recently...

I have at least 50 demotivational posters now, thanks to google. Im not sure why they call them demotivational posters because when i look at them, i laugh hysterically and somehow find a little motivation in them.
For instance, i look at this one and just shake my head with a smile stretched accross my face! Awesome!
I havent been so active lately, mostly jus chill with not many things going on. Kinda lazy. I accually dont have much to even write about... The president is fucking up, what president hasnt fucked up? The government is taxing our ass like a pimp taxes his clients, what government doesnt have the ole catch 22? The economy is falling, well our country has alot more third world imigrants and refugees and illegals that are taking good ole American jobs.
Taking American money and sending it to thier shit hole country to support thier families and 20 kids that they couldnt support. Now lets take 20 Illegal Mexicans, give them 20 american jobs and give them american revenue. expect them to redistribute the money into our economy, where it is suppose to go in order to keep our dollar strong, but instead send it to mexico... Vamanos muchacho, that money is never seen again! Guess what that does? take those 20 jobs and multiply that into the current amount of immigrants our " no longer only christian country" has. Then take the amount of dollars that they are being paid, take back half of it, taxes, and think where does the rest go? College for thier kids? Fuck no, more like drug money for their cousins back in tiajuana and smuggling money and money to pay for thier families food back in their home country... im not saying that is bad, them sending money home to support their families, but thats why their country has jobs! so u dont come take away from our legal, born in country citizens and make us alienate our country, go to another country and start to bring whitey down there because our dollar isnt strong anymore, because u did to us what we are forced to do to another country.
Go home bums! America is like a Roach Motel now, foriegners check in but they dont check out! The leach on us, pollute our culture, what little we ever had. bring down our economy, they leave thier war torn, third world, disease infested, poverty stricken nations and come to ours do the same to our country and have the fucking nerve to waive their home countries flag!!!! WHAT?! Get out of town, better yet, the country!
Sorry, i just feel that our visitors have overstayed their welcome. And that 75% of them smell like shit! French people are rude and hairy. And liberal. Kinda awkward too. sentence fragments...
Yes, my eyes are open, i now see that this subject really bothers me... sorry to anyone who feels that im being racist or sterotyping a group! Also to those same people who think that i am, Here is a Big Ole' American Fuck you!! Enjoi
Thug Life

Seems like i found something to write about after all... Funny, what a odd twist. that was like a night shawmalen movie... The twist, start off writing nothing about something, and end up writing something about nothing.

Word play is mental masturbation!

The solutions to this country are more difficult than i explain. I dont expect for you readers to think that i know something about everything but i do know this...

blah blah sad, blah iraq, blah blah life... Is it possible to feel good in misery?

THE KINKS- Nothing In This World

Met a girl, fell in love,
glad as I can be...
Met a girl, fell in love,
glad as I can be...
But I think all the time, "Is she true to me?"'
Cause there's nothin' in this world
Stop me worryin' 'bout that girl...

I found out I was wrong,
she was just two-timin'...
I found out I was wrong,
But she just kept on lyin'.
Now she tries t'tell the truth,
I just can't believe -'Cause there's nothin' in this world
Stop me worryin' 'bout that girl...

Tell me, who can I turn to,
just who can I believe?
Try to put her outta my mind,
sh'only cause me grief
I love that girl,
whatever she's done -Y'know it hurts me deeply
'Cause there's nothin' in this world
Stop me worryin' 'bout that girl...

I know she's been with other fellows,
Why's she keep on lyin'?
Hurts me so when she says nothin',
I really feel like dyin'.
I ache inside everytime I think;
I know it's just my pride.
'Cause there's nothin' in this world
Stop me worryin' 'bout that girl...
'Cause there's nothin' in this world...
C'n stop me worryin' 'bout that girl.

Desperate times call for Desperate measures!

So here for the last few months i have been under tremendous pressure... I have been trying to be as perfect as anyone could possibly want. Following every rule, holding back on things I want to do that wouldn't end to well, and just trying to follow the straight and narrow.. no fun.

Well, it has been beating my ass into the ground! I have been holding on so hard to the things i want to control that i forgot how easy it is if u jus let go and let life guide u... Life, has a plan... I didnt really have a plan but i had a direction. I learned that if u are afraid of losing something u shouldn't hold on even tighter, even though your emotions say to, but u should let go and be patient and hope for the best.

So this is what i did... I took something that i dont want to lose... My long, out of standard rebellion against the army rules hair. And shaved it all off my head! But before i took it all off i had to give myself that much wanted mohawk! the point of this was to see how i would feel if i just sacrificed one thing... It feels great, even if it doesn't look great!

Damn it feels good to be a gangsta!