August 29th,
Today started out like any day that i have ever seen here, cool in the morning and suddenly at the drop of a pen hott as hell. The first thing i thought of this morning when i woke up was, holy crap its 0400 and im getting up to go spend 6 hours out in the dry desert sun in full battle rattle ( all of my "war" gear). Ahh, i love it! I couldn't think of anything better to be doing with the day.
Well i have been doing nothing but thinking of karin lately and i have been trying to deal with my hurt feelings by being friends. Which accually was helping alot, but again they are feelings and i cant change them no matter how hard i try to. I dont know how to put this since i am now out of time of this computer, and the line is rediculous, so this will be my post. I know that this is way harder than i thought it wud b on her but i just for some reason feel that we both need more time to make up our minds and listen to our hearts. i love her and miss her, always will, but i think that its best if we just stay friends for a little bit. I Dont take this lightly but i do understand how my actions have been and i am sorry...
I guess we will talk later people....
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