So here for the last few months i have been under tremendous pressure... I have been trying to be as perfect as anyone could possibly want. Following every rule, holding back on things I want to do that wouldn't end to well, and just trying to follow the straight and narrow.. no fun.
Well, it has been beating my ass into the ground! I have been holding on so hard to the things i want to control that i forgot how easy it is if u jus let go and let life guide u... Life, has a plan... I didnt really have a plan but i had a direction. I learned that if u are afraid of losing something u shouldn't hold on even tighter, even though your emotions say to, but u should let go and be patient and hope for the best.
So this is what i did... I took something that i dont want to lose... My long, out of standard rebellion against the army rules hair. And shaved it all off my head! But before i took it all off i had to give myself that much wanted mohawk! the point of this was to see how i would feel if i just sacrificed one thing... It feels great, even if it doesn't look great!
Damn it feels good to be a gangsta!
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