It is now time to focus on what matters most in my life!!! Me...Me...Me...
I have just realized how mentally absent I have been since being in Iraq! I guess when you're out there all alone in the combat zone, the only self defense mentally is to just blurr it all out! Your surroundings, the weather, the bulletts and bombs seem to never make a noise.
You hear it but you cant understand the noise... You know the threat is real but you don't believe it... You see what is going on in front of you but you have no control! Just there physically...
You Zone the fuck out and dont come back because thats where the fear hides its face... In the shadows of your brain like a stalking burgular.
It is hard to refocus my brain... I guess I will never be the same!
It's cold and lonely here in outter space but at least but at least the light is back on...
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