If You Couldn't Say Tomorrow What You Felt Today... Would You Regret?

The Best Possesions Are Free...

Corporate America... Unacceptable

You work hard labor for 1 hour a day. You earn $7.00 for it.
You work hard labor for 5 hours a day. You earn $35.00 for it.

You go to a franchise or say a corporate funded producer of consumer products.
You buy 1 Cheeseburger, 1 Large fries, 1 Large DrPepper. Which are made from fake produce, completely manufactured and extra unhealthy.
$8.00
+ $0.97
+ $0.47
= $9.44

You continue to work this schedule 5 days a week for a month.
You get $1050.00
- $0283.20
= $ 766.80

The food you're eating is regulated by the Government, so you have what is called Sales tax.

8% sales tax for the food you ate for the month.
=$35.95

Now you have $730.85

- Health care $147.36
- Dental plan $75.00
- Car payment $300.00
= $522.36

Now you have $208.49
Tax -$65.25
=$143.24

For the entire months work you have $143.24... Thats basically what they're paying you for a months labor!

Because the car they sell you will fall apart, need services, gas, oil... The list goes on.

The food you just ate for the past month will give you health problems causing you to pay more for Healthcare and dental care.

You need food to eat, a way to work, someone to fix you when your body breaks down. And you think you're being paid alot of money, so its fine, then you stress at the end of the month when you dont have enough money for the Bills, the white bills, not the green ones.

The corporations work for the government.
The government causes an inflation.
inflation leads to more money being spent.

They both know they are taking advantage of you and that the money you get paid from whichever corporation you're working for is getting their money back one way or another from influecing through Media for you to buy their products. So they pay you more so you spend more, which means you give back their money.

So congrats! You just slaved for a month, stressed, broke down your body from the cheap food to save money and time. You put others out and become selfish, bad person, etc...

Now you repeat this cycle.

This is entirely my work... Fuck Corporations!

FYI, The only reason I wrote this is because Wendy's hosted the Sunday night football game and Im tired of seeing their slop burgers in my face when im trying to watch Football and drink a beer.

They really don't do anything good for the betterment of mankind...Why would you continue to eat their shit and pay your hard earned money for crack prices?!

You wouldn't give bullets to a serial killer who is holding a gun would you?!

God Bless America!

Christmas is around the corner! :D

Thanksgiving

A day where American families gather to eat and give thanks for everything they have...

And a day where Indians remember small pox and having their land stolen from them...

Good Times :)

Why I am not of this World...

I lay in bed trying to sleep but I never get there...
I get around 5 hours asleep a day and am perfectly happy with it...
I use every hour of everday to do something productive and try to better myself and others around me...
I wake up and sing in the shower, usually James Blunt or other great artists that most people due to popularity and care for their reputation consider gay...
I eat one time a day and maintain a healthy body and workout every week...
I constantly correct myself and look for better ways of completing everyday tasks...
I try to find reason behind every action...
I think about others and humanity with compassion and without regard of how I can be better than them or use them...
I will always put others needs before my own needs... Unless, It is something i need to have...
I live to make memories but share them with only myself...
Im not loud, arrogant and pretentious...
I dont seek to be the one in the crowd who is "cool" im just myself...
I dont care if you think youre right, I will prove you wrong...
I can't walk the streets because when i see someone struggling in this mad house ecosystem that we have created it brings a tear to my eye...
I can't walk past a problem without correcting it...
I cant sit idley by and let someone be abused...
I wont fight for myself but I will fight for anyone who is justifiably right...
I dont seek pleasure...
I dont seek wealth...
I dont seek anything but the truth...
I use the abilities that I have to do good things in this bad world...even when it means doing bad things...
I dont give in to peer pressure, I stick to my guns at all times...
I won't let you down, I wont fail, falter, or trip anyone up for my own personal gain...
Im genuine...
Im caring...
I have heart, soul and body...blood, sweat and tears...
I cant look the other way when something bad is happeneing to someone...
I can do anything you can do, only better...
I choose not to be weak and not to give up when the going gets tough...
I would rather stand in the rain than to seek shelter in an enemies home...
I have been a soldier, writer, musician, lover, fighter, peace keeper, mentor, accomplice, a rancher, volunteer cop, volunteer firefighter, i have been in the hardest Army in the world, a democrat, republican, liberal, oportunist, socialist, but not a marxist ;) , i have been a welder, carpenter, handyman, electricians apprentice, fast food worker, business manager, respected poker player, golfer, hacky sacker, hippie, country boy, city boy, american boy, i have more maturity than 90 % of the people my age, i have been into a war zone, deep in the woods where no light gets in, out in the open where no trees grew, a hand to hold, a shoulder to cry on, courageous, fearless, bold, feared, respected, remembered, let down, stood up for, i have been in deep dark waters not for me but for others, i have been in the shadows of the trenches for friends, been to many different countries, seen the world through another persons eyes, heard another heartbeat, broken bones, hunted for food, fished for food, begged on the street corner, i have been to the bottom of the world and stood on the top of it, i have almost froze to death, almost died of heat exhaustion, been shot at, almost been blown up, been sane, been insane, been passionate, wrote love songs, whistled dixie, shot the shit, been arrested, been kicked when i was down, i have looked into the eyes of a dying mom, i have felt deaths cold grip, i have lost everything but found the world, i have been to the bottom of every bottle, happy, sad, mad, i have stayed up for a week straight on several occassions, broken the law to help someone, ran from the cops, i have been Human, been alienated, homeless, helpless, stronger than a rock, braver than an Indian, i have dabbled in ever trade, i speak 3 launguages, I have gone broke helping others, i have lived, learned....

Theres so much more that i have done...

But most importantly of all....

I have LOVED...

Im 23... But i am not of this World...

Oh, Oh, Oh, Jizzed in my pants...

They come to snuff the rooster...

O Yea... October 21st... Remember that?

I love this place, im sure going to miss it...

Going Back In...

Christmas is on the way... :D

Just watched the movie, "ELF." Made me feel like a kid again, I may or may not have had a tear roll down my cheek, that's Classified Top Secret...

Now I am sitting here listening to Christmas music at the end of the movie thinking how long it has been since I have been able to spend a real Christmas Season with my Family... It shames me to say I can't exactly remember when the last time was! Tis the best season of the Year!

Seeing those without family taken in by strangers and fed and happy... The poor find a miracle at the last moment to make thier kids happy... So much to be loved in this season!

So now I sit here wondering, Will I get what I want for Christmas...?

Word Fool

So Far, So Good!

Workout was awesome, College essay finished and accidentally learned Glycerine by Bush on the guitar! Successful day!

Feeling Good...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Edwsf-8F3sI

High on Life...

Fantastic!

Things are now starting to fall into place in my life! I have been taking alot better care of myself and have deffinately been concentrating only on me! The shoe strings that have tripped me up in the past are now tieing themselves together!

I have noticed that I have turned into a bitter man! So, when there is a problem with a person's operating abilities, in the military, we give them re-training...

So from here on out, I am goin to try my hardest everday to be aware, positive and mature about everything. Time to grow up i guess! I have been such a baby in the past and im just tired of feeling down and tired of being known as grumpy pants!

When you live for everyone else, you take away from yourself so they may prosper! Well, unfortunately i almost gave away everything before I came to the realization that I am almost out of stuff to give away!

So in order for me to become my good ole self, im going to have to take some things back from others that I gave them before! ;)

Doubt
Distrust
Pain
Negativity

Moral of this post is... If you liked me before, you're really going to Love me now! :D

Where is my mind...

It is now time to focus on what matters most in my life!!! Me...Me...Me...

I have just realized how mentally absent I have been since being in Iraq! I guess when you're out there all alone in the combat zone, the only self defense mentally is to just blurr it all out! Your surroundings, the weather, the bulletts and bombs seem to never make a noise.

You hear it but you cant understand the noise... You know the threat is real but you don't believe it... You see what is going on in front of you but you have no control! Just there physically...

You Zone the fuck out and dont come back because thats where the fear hides its face... In the shadows of your brain like a stalking burgular.

It is hard to refocus my brain... I guess I will never be the same!

It's cold and lonely here in outter space but at least but at least the light is back on...

So My College Application Essay Topic is, "What is Important to you?"

The question shouldn't be for me, a single, college applicant... It should be for the reader, for the skeptic, for the Parent!

It's not whats important to me but it is what is important to you, to us, to everyone World wide!!!

Most parents are caught up in their own lives and most adults are only looking for fun to keep them holding on to their everyday life... I sit and watch the people who walk around caught up in the whirlwind of society, the spin of the cycle on the human population! America has raised heathens and the parents shame filled red faces are the picture on the back of milk cartons! Good parents are missing!

Every life is not the same nor is every situation in which a kid is brought up, however there are the same plagues riddleing doctors when a kid full of happiness and excitement to everything around them sits down on the doctors chair and cant sit still! The doctor prescribes pills and therapy for kids without problems... these kids childhood are robbed from them by ridiculous, irresponsible parents! Parents who want the quick fix to every problem no matter the consequence! This is why America has raised heathens!

A kid complains for something to do while stuck in his parents 2 bedroom one bath house that is on a half acre lot stuck inside suburbia! No where is safe to play thanks to drunk drivers and lurking predators... These kids future is fed with video games, bad movies, and government programming bent on putting soldiers on the front lines of a warzone! They are fed hate, segregation, theyre being limited athletically and mentally by being turned into zombies! These kids are our futures and we have filled them with desperation and medicated them into believeing anything they hear or see on t.v.!

Children of older generations are adults now and they are even shaking their heads at the thought of these kids becoming parents! Teen adoloecent youth are becoming parents at the age of 15 and 16! They have barely even begun to live their own life and due to irresponsibility and bad parenting they have not a clue what to do! They have been lead astray! these young parents are having to make the hardest decision we are faced with to these days! Abortion... All because no one ever took the time to sit down with them or to be a role model for their child...

There is a problem that lies in between the childhood experience these days... There are media influences control for a certain agenda, there are musical agenda being supplied by outside influences throughout the nation!

The first warning sign that parenting is at an all time low was when eminem soldout all of his records! He preachers broken home and bad parenting, he was raised in a trailer park and lived on the streets and the only way he could express himself was through rap... What do you expect, the man had no outside influences, no parents, no guidance, refused school because he was treated like trash on the street!

We have a moral, professional and humanitarian effort to uphold! Parenting...

Without parents and sheppards we are a lost child in the woods with no one to turn to and no where to go... Just cold and alone!

It takes sacrifice, it takes dedication, responsibility for the life you have created! It takes a parent with Love in their heart...

Whats the Difference?!

My Teddy Bear by Jacob Wallace

My Teddy is my best friend
he goes with me everywhere,
He’s torn and dirty and missing an eye,
but I don’t really care
He’s there for me when I’m happy
and even when I’m sad,
I know he will always love me,
even when I’m bad
We’re friends till the end
I will never let him go,
Even when I’m old and gray,
I’ll have my bear to show







You are the Difference!!! The way you raise your kids is the difference! The way we hold hands is the Difference... The way we all cry...



Bring these kids back!